Glistening at my essence 6/23/2011

Troubled as a youth,
praying no one ever discover the truth;

day dreaming nightmares,
walking mentally and physically scared,
unaware of the emotional repair needed
to bounce back from past neglect;

wanna reach out but no one can overstand
or relate to the trails and tribulations of
young years;

tormented by sadistic parents,
grew up thinking incest was the only sex;

going to school thinking peers had no idea
what life was truly like;

wanted to educate their mental state,
but in the end always deduced they'd never relate;

forever trapped in the matrix,
no drug to provide the proper fix,
the mix of sex, drugs, and violence;

it's and adrenaline rush unheard of,
if I didn't know better I'd believe I
could actually spread my wings and fly or
at least glide;

no one can ever realize what consumes the
nucleus of a vessel emerged from the bowels
of the belly of the worst beast;

once was damaged,
took a while,
but eventually released all baggage,
mental and physical,
pain dissipated and eventually completely
disappeared and whence the smoke cleared
there she was...

Glistening at my essence...
Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades

Vote for this poem

Please Comment On This Poem

poetry2071		author3578	poetic2984	mypoems477	dreamweaver	View All Poets
	Newest Item: PRAY through every DAY and NIGHT PRAY through every DAY and NIGHT========*****/// AL ... More Added:** 2024-04-23 My Poetry List PoetryPoem.com Get a Free Site Blogs Stories Premium Sites