Time comes and goes as easily as the morning dew
Pain stings your existence for what sometimes feels an eternity
Memory serves a purpose sometimes unwanted
You left me here alone to raise our children
I have spent many nights crying over you
The brave face Ive put on has helped to see me through
It was suppose to be forever another broken promise
I gave to you my everything and now must find my way
I am the one you forgot your memory is that i want to forget
I was never innocent you knew the darkness in my past
How wonderful the dream the fantasies happiness an illusion i chased
True to myself forgetting everything else
You turned and walked away I am stronger now
I am what you will wish for again one day
Wish upon the midnight sky wait for my return
Your intent unclear your path a blur
Speak my name into the night and wish i would once again fight
For you i gave my everything for me you sneered
You walked away you said forever and now its getting to be to late
What will you do when once again you decide you want me to
Who will you turn to when your the one with tear filled eyes
I'm getting stronger each and every day
I'm starting to see its best i just walk away
Wanting you so badly is a feeling that's starting to fade
Yes i miss our times the laughs we once shared
But looking back now i see you never really cared
You will wish for me one night under the shining moon
one night i will be wrapped safe and warm in anther's arms
you will cry the same tears i have wondering what went wrong
When you are faced with the decisions you have done only harm
I am still a little weak in hoping you will see
Your desperation to conceal the truth is apparent to me
I am done hurting with your petty games
Now its time to wait for the day when you will wish
Wish for what you never should have thrown away