Feel drunk when iam sober
Am i acting my age?
Forced to preform at the center of the stage
I was a prisoner but i found the key
I stepped out of my cage i was finally free
But my mind knew no boundaries there was no turning back
Lines of white and eyes of black
I didnt drink coffee but i needed caffeine
As my nights were so long and the days were a dream
I hung around in hell with spiders and things
My body was burning and the holly water stings
Legs that were restless and a heavy head
My hands started shaking a healthy heart was dead
Broken mirrors showed me what i had become
I was on another planet nothing could be done
Supper massive black holes were friendships used to be
Lots of love was wasted trying to save me
Sometimes it was hard to make it through the day
Put poison on the tip of my tongue there must be another way
And i get experts opinions saying you better cut it out
But they cant tell me why iam here and what its all about
If nothings ever ventured nothings ever gained
How do you know your alive if your forever sustained
And when my younger years are over if i can raise a smile
It will be a photo in my memory of this old lifestyle
