This poem is wrote because after a complicated split with my partner last year, he got caught up
with his ex who then claims to have got pregnant with his child. He has always denied the child is
his and this is a poem I wrote x
How am i feeling? I hear you ask,
Even thinking of an answer becomes such a task,
If I said my heart's heavy and could fall anytime,
Would you understand I'm a mess and really not fine?!
Waiting around for the truth to be found,
Leaves my head and my stomach spinning around and around.
For them it's OK, they're not wearing my shoes,
Their life is not going to be affected by this news.
I feel a mixture of feelings from sick to sad,
Knowing my partner could be a new dad,
A child out there who he had to another,
A bond he now shares with another child and mother.
I wish the past could be changed and things made right,
But that's the wonders of a thing called hindsight,
The future is uncertain, nothing can be set in stone,
I feel so frightened, cold and alone.