It is time
time to choose a different direction
to continue forward would be pointless
suffering the same dilemmas
…the same confusion
the same heartache that has followed relentlessly through my life
my direction has always been to revisit what I left behind
living in the past has been all that I am
searching for an answer that will satisfy
or just an answer that will simplify life's meaning
give me an understanding of what my life means
for now, sitting here alone
it means nothing.