HAVE YOU EVER FELT SO ALONE INSIDE
THAT YOU CURL UP IN A BALL TO HIDE?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT ALONE WHEN YOU KNOW EVERYONE IS HOME?
HAVE YOU EVER MADE A WISH AND IT NOT COME
TRUE ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE DARKNESS HAS TAKEN
OVER YOU ?
HAVE YOU EVER HERD A VOICE SCREAM OUT YOUR
NAME SCARE YOU SO BAD YOU HAVE CHEST PAINS ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT EMPTY, OR UNFULFILLED ?
HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED YOUR WORLD COME DOWN,
AFTER SO LONG IT TOOK TO BUILD?
HAVE YOU EVER FELL IN LOVE SO DEEP, YOU WERE
BLINDED BY LIES AND DECEIT ?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT PAIN SO SHARP, THE ONLY THING
THAT HELPED WAS TO GET HIGH AND DEPART ?
HAVE YOU EVER HID AWAY FROM THE WORLD,
PUT YOUR SELF IN A DARK PLACE BECAUSE YOU CAN'T
STAND TO LOOK AT YOUR OWN FACE ?
HAVE YOU EVER LOOKED IN A MIRROR BEING
ASHAMED OF WHO YOU ARE ?
MAYBE BECAUSE OF A LIFE LONG SCAR.....
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONSUMED SO MUCH,
YOU LOST REALITY, YOUR FOCUS TO TOUCH,..?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN BEATEN AND BROKE..,NO WORD
HERD THAT YOU EVER SPOKE..?
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN HIGH SO YOU COULD FORGET
FOR A SHORT TIME,,,,,,?
THE FEAR, THE PAIN, THE EMPTINESS, THE STRAIN......
THE LIES, THE DECEIT, THE MANIPULATION BECAUSE
YOU WERE WEAK.....!
HAVING TO HIDE FROM THE WORLD.......
THE HATRED, THE SHAME, THE SCARS, THE MEMORIES YOU WON'T
FORGET , THE FACE IN THE MIRROR YOU CAN'T BARE TO SEE YET....
THE BEATING YOU TOOK FOR NOTHING AT ALL, BEING BROKEN DOWN
CURLED UP IN A BALL, BEING HELD AGAINST THE WALL...
BUT FOR THOSE FEW MOMENTS IT WAS ALL GONE, FORGOT REALITY,
FOCUS TO TOUCH, ALL THE THINGS THAT HURT YOU SO MUCH.....
TIME IS UP, NOW WHERE'S YOU HOST TO BLOCK OUT THE
REALITY AND SUCH...
FOR ALL OF THIS I HAVE OVER COME, THIS WAS ME THEN,
LOOK AT ME NOW....
EYES OPEN TO ALL THAT'S AROUND....
REALIZING THAT PEOPLE DO CARE, GOT ME THROUGH MY
DI SPARE..
I STAND HERE TODAY,NOT ALL OF THIS EASY TO SAY..
BUT I MADE IT THROUGH, YOU JUST MET THE REAL
RENEE..............
