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disturbia unnervia©


You may find some of....
my poetry disturbing
that's because i truly am disturbed,
dead is every other fiber of my being
you need to hang on every sad word.
What lives is my love for Faron
and the beautiful mem'ries every one,
but the rest of me died
_^ __^^_____________________
when he was taken to heaven
my whole world came undone.
It's not wrong to want peace for myself
it breaks my angel's heart to see me suffer,
i never kept my heart on the shelf
my love for him a known fact....
as long as you can remember.
What's wrong is to break....
the heart of an angel
especially one that is made of pure gold,
i'm not at fault that grief's taken its toll
nor am i at fault cause....
it's taken the strongest hold.
If it's wrong for me to want peace
i can't be condemned to hell....
i'm already there,
i just wanna sleep
_^ __^^_____________________
and let my suffering cease
this world is too much to bear.
My heaven on earth was replaced by
a hell in misery,
and no matter how hard i might try
there's no place here for me.
This may be my end of days
every poem i write just breaks my heart,
i'm sorry Dear it hurts too much....
in so many ways
i don't know where to start.
Still i've got to make him proud
tho i'm hanging on by the thinnest thread,
even when i'm crying out loud
from my tears i'm in way over my head.
The fact that i'm still trying....
to hang in here
should make you proud My Pooh,
i'm dying more and more....
so don't push it Dear
for i'm dying and waiting to be with you!
Copyright©2011
Yours 4ever To Be
Sally







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