Some stupid mistakes ruin your life
Yet if i can explain just give me a moment why I were twice the wife
Why i had to leave them both behind
For the treasures i had given them weren't enough they didn't just break my heart they had to grind
For i tried so hard i had to wait and i had to work hard at my relationships i had to find
Both of them didn't have much i wanted to set them free
To let them be happy
I was left out in the cold and in the dark i couldn't be
They stole from me, they ended up stealing and cheating
One was beating
They also taunted me and abused me, they struck
So i chucked them in a truck
I bid farewell
No more i will have to be ashamed of what i had that didn't end so well
No more worrying about oh god he needs, i need, oh no I'm named
I am shamed
Now i am free
I am me
I can let it be
I am loyal and forgiving i am only human who walks and lives on land
I am thoughtful and i am good, but i need someone else, someone to understand
Everything about me
Understand my medical conditions especially
My epilepsy
The others don't really matter
They end like batter
Cooked or frozen, sweet or savory it doesn't matter
I need myself to be loved too
It can't all be me i can't start every conversation and get every tissue
I need to be heard too
I need a shoulder too
Every ones happy until there comes a winter blue
Or even a time that needs special attention and you must be there
I can't always be the heir
You must contribute towards the relationship
How will we build a friendship
Where and when will there be a companionship
We will both need empathy
Otherwise life will become so pointless with each other it will become frozen and empty
Don't confuse your feelings with the truth don't hurt me
If your not in for the long hall i don't wanna let it be
I don't wanna try
To live my life in cry
To let it all over fry
I tried and tried
For all the years that i cried
I deserve a happy ending
One that's ever lasting and i can feel it pending
I'm waiting now I'll be right here
Don't fear
I am right here for sure
I'll be waiting and i am forevermore
