Ilang oras nang hindi maganda ang aking pakiramdam. I had a cold shower
and took my anti-depressant pero walang pagbabago sa nadarama ko. I
still feel dizzy, may chest pain, masakit ang ulo, parang nasusuka
at mapait ang panlasa. Tila nag-numb ang kaliwang braso ko, nanlalabo
ang paningin at medyo nahihirapang huminga. Kapara ba ako ng isang
nauupos na kandila habang malakas ang simoy ng hangin.
I called Ali Raza and hugged him. I told my son I do love him and that
he and Jade are the very best things in life that ever happened to me.
I also disclosed to inform my girl of the adoration I have for her and
how she changed my life for the better.
I am ready to go anytime so no need for me to be brought to the ER just
in case. Malaki na ang anak ko, he can well defend himself against bullies
and tribulation.
As long as I live there will be no other woman that I love but my last gf
hoping to see her in the near future if God permit. I want to personally
ask her forgiveness for all the wrong doings that I did.
I have no fever nor flu pero mas pa sa mga ito ang nakakapit sa katawan ko.
Until my dying days isa lamang ang pakamamahalin ko kahit hindi niya
kayang ipaglaban sa mundo ang isang kagaya kong wagas na umiibig sa kanya.
