tock to the other hand©
Sorry but till you walk in my shoes
you have no idea how i tick,
tock away how i feel if you choose
my heart clock stays set on sick.
No more useful time left on my heart
it ran out on march 11,
my pain is off the chart
since hell took over my heaven.
Each second that passes
i only get in deeper,
so tock to the hand on the masses
cause mine shakes the hand of the reaper.
I only exist i do not live
on earth i'm not at home,
i have nothing but a memory of me to give
cause i've never felt so alone.
I love you all for caring
it means more than words can say,
that's why my broken and bleeding....
open heart i'm sharing
and i hope you care enuff to stay.
But rain is all i know now
where there used to be sunshine,
no reason to laugh or smile
that ray of light on earth....
went out this time.
The sun and moon i know are there
but for me they don't shine anymore,
it's only darkness i can't bear
and it won't go away from my door.
And the walls are no company
all they do is hang around,
for conversation i only have me
and the old me that was worth....
a hill of beans is nowhere to be found.
I've earned the right to cry
and endlessly sob my eyes out,
i've also earned the right to peacefully die
and will hopefully soon take that route.
On earth i lost my all
the moon the stars the sun,
but i'm too weak to stand that tall
lift me up Dear your magic can be done.
Golden Faron my source of light
he truly hung the moon that man,
i was in heaven he took me to that height
and to get back there i'll pray all i can!
Copyright© 2011
would you be so kind to pray that so peace i see?!
Sally
The dove cries out of love
till peacefully i'm set free....
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