The Darker Side of Poetry
The End Parts I - III
The End
Part I
You were my perfect angel, my star, my everything
Then one day you cut through it with your blade of ice
As cold as your heart had become
An unsympathetic figure to human nature
Communication was meaningless and distant
Physical relations were no more
Inside I knew the final outcome
But my false defences of denial masked the realisation of our fate
You had grown apart from me and betrayal was your means of escape
You had driven me to be a stranger in my own body
Someone I didn't know anymore
The day of your departure came as a release,
A weight lifted, my new found freedom
The End
Part II The Suffering
Since you left me there has been crazy days and mixed up ways
Behaviour patterns of revenge I have started to deal to you
Although these were not felt or known by you
Realisation soon begins to strike, the darkness of loneliness
Overwhelming anxieties and deep sadness are now my world
A failure I feel I have become
The long dark times of self loathing and more vengeful feelings
And thoughts of punishment spin rapidly through my brain
Losing the will to carry on, losing my dignity as my body and mind become unclean
I have hit the bottom of this cess pool
How do I escape?
The End
Part III The Recovery
I have felt and I have suffered
The grieving feelings from a relationship lost
The moments and betraying thoughts that this will never end
Then small rays of hope appear and new life begins to bud
Oh so slowly I begin to rebuild and thoughts of you are now less common
Years have now past and you have moved forwards
But that doesn't mean that I've moved backwards
The chains of sadness I had trapped myself inside have now been released
And now I'm free to live a life and become the real me.
Part I
You were my perfect angel, my star, my everything
Then one day you cut through it with your blade of ice
As cold as your heart had become
An unsympathetic figure to human nature
Communication was meaningless and distant
Physical relations were no more
Inside I knew the final outcome
But my false defences of denial masked the realisation of our fate
You had grown apart from me and betrayal was your means of escape
You had driven me to be a stranger in my own body
Someone I didn't know anymore
The day of your departure came as a release,
A weight lifted, my new found freedom
The End
Part II The Suffering
Since you left me there has been crazy days and mixed up ways
Behaviour patterns of revenge I have started to deal to you
Although these were not felt or known by you
Realisation soon begins to strike, the darkness of loneliness
Overwhelming anxieties and deep sadness are now my world
A failure I feel I have become
The long dark times of self loathing and more vengeful feelings
And thoughts of punishment spin rapidly through my brain
Losing the will to carry on, losing my dignity as my body and mind become unclean
I have hit the bottom of this cess pool
How do I escape?
The End
Part III The Recovery
I have felt and I have suffered
The grieving feelings from a relationship lost
The moments and betraying thoughts that this will never end
Then small rays of hope appear and new life begins to bud
Oh so slowly I begin to rebuild and thoughts of you are now less common
Years have now past and you have moved forwards
But that doesn't mean that I've moved backwards
The chains of sadness I had trapped myself inside have now been released
And now I'm free to live a life and become the real me.
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The End Parts I - III
The End Parts I - III
