iCry:` `( ToBeWithFaronWhoseHomeIsNowInHeaven

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 so truthful it hurts©
This poem won't be inspirational
nor will it be beautiful
but it will at least be truthful....

I want Everybody to get this
i will Never heal here,
as long as i don't have His Kiss
i will exist in loneliness and fear.
Fear of being cold
even when it's supposted to be warm,
without My Love to hold
it'll be the coldest storm.
It came Our Anniversary Nov.28
and i sat here all alone,
He didn't come to celebrate My Life Mate
i've no place to call home.
I've still got a so called life yet
why He's not here i wanna know,
how easy time can forget
it makes me question so.
I can't understand why a God so giving
could do this to me,
take away what's kept me living
so many plans made here now won't be.
Yes indeed i'm mad at all
i'm human i'm not a rock,
without Faron i can't stand tall
from this earth i'm ready to walk.
But instead i'll just(crawl)away
and waste away to nothing without Him,
i'm too weak and numb to play
this game of charades i can't while here win.
Faith is taking too long
and Hope left me down some time ago,
to not be able to hold Love is just wrong
i've wasted all this time that i know.
No i'm not making a complete turn
i've talked like this before,
about something i've come to learn
this is not living for sure.
You won't make me see reason don't even try
for i am Mad As Hell,
i can not tell a lie
i can't survive without the water from the well.
There's no reason for me to go on
i'm tired of talking to the air,
i'll have to see to it my cold dead body's upon
the ground below at least it wouldn't....
do things to me that i can't bear!!!!
Copyright©2011
Sally



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