Who's this girl living inside of me
She just cannot be
Its real she exists
She tells me when to resist
Woken up by the call
I can't take another fall
She wakes me up inside
I don't fall off the board even if 50 miles is the tide
I just enjoy or learn from the ride
By the way Hiqmat
Who is this girl living inside i don't see anyone where's she at?
She's in my mind
She hits fast forward, she hits pause, she hits rewind
My alter ego
She tells me when to stop, she tells me when to go
I have My Lord who created me
Then i have my constant companion everyone asks me who is she
She is my other part of me
I am too soft and down to earth
She puts me in my place so i don't get hurt while i surf
I looked inside
Rewind
It wasn't good at all
I had quite a nasty fall
I lived a life i didn't want at all
I look again everything fast forward
Became my sword
It became a knife swallowing victory
It became some short lived history
Coz then i look again and everything has changed this time
With a hint of lime
I know what to do
Its just tough to get through
I'm the one who made everything work and made me laugh and cry
Now i gotta try
Again to make it right
The learning curve so steep i wish it wasn't and it was light
I'm in a tunnel
I know at the end is light, you make a mess without a funnel
Everyone knows better than just to rush without a thought
Its what we've always been taught
Life is hard without a dad yet i pray
Each and everyday
He rests in peace and harmony
So i know i must be strong and happy as this is how he'd want me to be
Not in this mess or confusion not in fantasy
But in reality
