tinymite has no fight©
I know you think i'm doing fine
but here i never will be read between each line,
i don't know why i'm being put to a test
cause i've always done my best.
I can't keep his memory alive it hurts too much
for a memory i can't hold or touch,
i die all the more with each poem i write
and that i haven't the strength to fight.
I'm so sorry Dear
and to all my friends here,
but i just can't face the world....
much less New Years Eve or Christmas
without His most special Kiss.
My heart is broken beyond measure
without my greatest treasure,
i need Him here to hold
since he's not then over my chest my arms must fold.
I just have to find the perfect flawless way
for a quick death to make my day,
and that's coming from my broken loving heart
and not the enemy/devil playing a part.
I attempted it and failed the day he died
but if there's a next time i can't fail w/mercy on my side,
things just get worse as time goes on
i need from this now cruel world to be gone.
Of course as dependable as mercy has been so far
i'd just end up a bigger burden leaving a bigger scar,
tho a hitman would get the job done
but that takes lotsa money so i'm still the screwed one.
Maybe i can find 1 with a price that's generic
to give me the peace i seek,
then again that would take luck
and that i'm so beyond fresh out of i run amuck.
I'll keep Faith as long as i can
but Faith is not that precious man,
i feel Faith is just taking too long
to get me back with him where i belong.
I get the feeling i'm supposted to stay here for now
that's why Faith is still near somehow,
but there's no purpose or reason at all
for me to stay without him i've hit the wall.
He's well worth waiting for it's true
but beaten black&blue waiting much longer no can do,
why was i given him to love
then taken where i can't touch him so far away above?
I'm not a rock i'm a human being
i have eyes and only darkness i'm seeing,
the road ahead will only get darker for me
just take me now sweet death show me the mercy!
I need to lay down my burden
that's too heavy without Faron,
the longer i stay here i get weaker that's for sure
i need to sleep this so called life away forevermore
i need to sleep this so called life away forevermore!
Copyright ©2011
Don't you dare cry it won't be goodbye
it's see you(later)beyond the blue(alligator)
Sally
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