I search one dream
of yesterday to find
rewind the encore in my mind
restore Vivaldi's melody
his score of muse to memory
applause an ode to hearts discovered
the day I found my dear beloved.
For now my tortured body cries
scraping my emotional skies
where I hear strings of violins
sobbing, scratched and diamond thinned
familiar discords played so long
their warped recordings rape my song!
My shell; a mold of clay was thrown
inside a kiln of Kelvin stone
trapped to shape a mutant clone
I bear twin faces, yet alone
"Jekyll-Hide" prescription prone.
"To be or not to be..." the question
either/or needs re-digestion
I am or I am not in session
without you life exceeds depression!
This plight of pain I try to distance
blurry eyed by its existence
nonetheless, a mind persistent
behind dark lenses, scratch resistant.
Still I search the heavens above
the stardust of your special Love
For there is only you to find
inside of my galactic mind
synaptic phrases cast their line
to reel back my beloved, mine!