Shorter The Days©
Don't be fooled by poetry of Hope
and of Faith that is so strong,
feeling alone i can not cope
existing here i do not belong.
I am not strong like you think
i couldn't be more weak,
i only have the strength to sink
deeper into a hole full of panic.
Just because i'm not in a hospital
doesn't mean it's not so,
i'm having a nervous breakdown too much a toll
has been taken on me as you all know.
I can't function like i should
i'm not able to do many a thing,
my mental and physical health not good
each day only worse only darkness it will bring.
Don't expect me to come back from this
on earth i am worth nothing to anyone including me,
i am simply dead without his kiss
all i have to offer is misery.
But if you still wanna be a friend
i'll try to welcome you with my weak arms,
know that my appreciation will never end
neither will my fear of all that harms.
Yes i have Faith but it won't make me come alive
it will however MAYBE let me hang on till,
my dream to come true in Heaven when i arrive
sorry to hurt you but of this world i've had my fill.
I just grow more weak and impatient
for that day to come,
eternal sleep on earth has more than just a hint
don't be surprised if one day....
this place here i take myself from!!!!
(By my hands not of the devil
cause my heart is in control)
Copyright© 2012
the end of my days soon be
Sally
Vote for this poem
|
| goodolesal | 
|
|
|
