Why did you leave the same way?
You know the violent struggle haunts me,
Both of you.... could rectify,
Whatever I could never see.
It still hurts,
Like a knife through the heart...
Through the heart that's never whole,
Blackened by the dark.
I sit in your shoes,
I tame my mind to yours,
I stand on the edge of reason,
Amazed at how the light lures,
Lures you into leaping,
Grasping at the free,
I'm jelous....
You caught hold before me.
Why a new adventure,
You forget I am here,
Looking for you, listenening for you,
But I am blind, I am deaf!
And whilst I wait for you,
For your advice, your love....
I understand, I envy,
You dealt the best way you could.
I am lost without my mother,
I forgive the row?
I'm held captive by your pain...
And I see your reasons now.
