I feel so alone, so fearful and trapped,
For in your unwelcoming control I am grasped,
You hold the lock; you hold the key,
To open this prison and to set me free.
I feel so alone; like I'm drowning fast,
As the opportunity of happiness drifts slowly past,
I try to reach it but I do so in vain,
And the realization of reality hits me again.
I'll never be rid of this hardship and strife,
I was not cut out to have an easy life,
You make it clear of me you won't let go,
You remind me everyday just so I know.
I look at you and feel hatred and disgust,
I only stand beside you because I must,
I have no choice I feel so tied,
Whenever I smile I feel like I've lied.
but what you don't know is I have a plan,
To be happy at last I know that I can,
When I find the right escape and believe me I will,
I'll be moving fast yet you'll stand frozen still.
So keep hold of the chains as soon they'll be broken,
From your controlling ways you'll be rudely awoken,
When I'm running towards a happy sunny ending,
You'll realize this relationship was never meant for mending.