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today the divorce papers were to me served:
almost thirty five years of marriage i think sadly to myself god is this what i deserve:
now as im driving to work suddenly a flood of tears and emotion erupt onto my face:
my whole life feels misplaced:
i felt that i have really lost my way:
so all i can do is to write a poem and faithfully pray:
so many things are racing through my head:
i feel so lost so dead:
i feel i just want to quit now i dont want to work no more at all:
i felt im gonna fall:
i feel my life is at end:
i am trying to suck it up and pretend:
there are a million tears i am holding inside:
my feelings im trying to stuff and hide:
oh lord guide me show me the way:
humbly now god i pray:
i know god your never ending love and your goodness and grace:
i know oh lord you understand how i feel now with such a bitter taste:
i know god you do have a plan:
help me oh god to faithfully stand:
give me strength and courage to forgive:
with your love and grace help me graciously live:

03--`16--2012:
john d. jungers


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