So many words in mind and words to speak
I get lost in thought the things i want to say to you
The problem only with this is weakness of voice
I want to ask you so many things and speak so clearly to you
Conversations of things to say disappear when i get the chance
Walk down sit again alone and discuss alone what i want to say
I know im awkward and shy socially i don't seem quite right
If only you could see past this awkward vanear into the soul
The soul that holds treasures so bold
Someday maybe i can make you see how different and beautiful you are to me
You say you don't understand as well ive not made it any easier
I fumble for words when your about it really makes me want to pull my hair out
Questions many thoughts abound why cant i make the words come out
You have been hurt before this i know I too have felt that crushing blow
I vowed not long ago to stay alone and refuse the pain
I fear now that the vow was a Vein mistake
Please just this once let these words come out
I know that im strange by all outward pulls
The soul however is beautiful beneath this strange physique
Ive been tattered torn and bruised well beyond many a time
Somehow someway i still think that maybe just one day
Someone will look at me and want to know more
I hope that would be you but im so very unsure
I cant tell beyond your timid smile i catch you glimpsing my way
Are you wanting to know more do you feel there could be a spark
Tell me im not crazy it seems there could be something more
I know you say you don't want to feel that pain again
Chances taken lead to more and that smile of yours
Unknowing unsure do i let this opportunity slip
Should i put myself out on a limb
Its more than good looks that has my attention
your charm, Personality and smile
I can tell your a docile soul yet still a little more than bold
The way you carry yourself I cant help but smile
here is hoping for the best fearing the worst
These tongue tied words on this page i have laid
If to bold i speak forget what you have read
now perhaps time to relax and rest my worried mind