There are places i go just to feel the air
So many sights and many sceneries
I don't know why a good walk just clears my head
BUT WHATS INSIDE
Is always the demon
I always wonder who's this inner child
Inside of me trying to break free
At times i wonder why i act this way!!!
A goof ball a chatterbox a private agent
Sometimes i can't talk coz I'm shut out
Sometimes i am out of tune and not every listener is a musician
BUT EVEN SO
They can't fix the strings of my heart
Child abuse is so fractured deep within me
So who have i grown into now
Everything seems to hurt me
Why start a conversation if you won't let me answer it
Just say hello and walk away
I always have my phone and talk alot
Just i can't always drain my heart of whats inside
I can't always talk about my pain
I know the expression a problem shared is halved or even solved
Better still i know its half the burden flown away
Its just i don't want to be the burden and feel the guilt in making them listen to all my hurt
So i just turn to my pen and it lets me drain it all in ink
Still alot of the time its not enough
I turn on my side and here it goes
Salted lukewarm Tears is how heart shows what i can't speak
My tears are my hidden expression when my lips will not say how much i been hurt
How much i miss my daddy
How much people have ruined things and i had to live in situations where nobody thought of me
I feel so lost, but i always turn to my faith and on my mat
I pray five times, i read my Holy book of Guidance, i listen to it and let it sink inside
I praise my Lord and thank Him for giving me life and chance after chance
Sometimes i feel I'm so ungrateful
People live worse and i have got alot
I hated thinking I'd been taking my life for granted more than anything i have ever felt in my life
Yet I'll always need to cry as my lips cannot describe how much i have been hurt
Everyone suffers, but its different pain and its all the same
Pain is pain no matter what form, physical or emotional
They heal differently and sometimes they take longer than each one
I feel so stupid i taken everything for granted at least now i know people suffer longer and harder
So why am i crying, all i need is to be patient and wait for my turn to shine
I know My Lord hasn't forgot me, but i am only human and i need reminding and i thank Him more i got a great family
They're the best listeners of all
Everyone has a hidden expression when the lips can't say what our hearts have to say and Tears are my hidden expression
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