Vestiges of a life I dreamed,
one that we both seemed to want,
come back to haunt me
disconnecting from the here and now
stepping back into that place
I thought I released
is brutal…
but she told me you spoke my name
you shared my heart with her
and suddenly here you are again
It hurts more knowing
that you didn't just forget me…
even though it's the very thing
I prayed you'd never be able to do
when you said goodbye
for the last time
you chose…
But you really didn't, did you?
You still longed for the very thing
I offered you so openly
love, without rules
without judgment
acceptance of
who you are
now, yet another shares in the
hurt I've suffered because
you deceived once more
needed, once more
you've made your bed…
but she and I are the ones
who have to lay in
love's aftermath
without you
yes, the pain remains
it's still so cold here
but at least our lives are
not as barren of love