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YOU ENVIED MY CONFIDENCE


Written at 23 years old (Everyone has a sibling LOL)

Half of my life he controlled my thoughts
My friends think you're stupid
They think you're mental
Before then his old posse thought i was the Dime
The opinionator was always on a role
Half of my life i became the quite good little girl
Now i think WOOOOAH THIS AINT ME
Just because i live in this rotten community doesn't mean i need to hide a thing
All the girls they don't linger in the area, but they all got something good or not they don't share
BUT I WANNA BE MYSELF if i wanna swing i will, if i wanna go on the Tyre swing who the damn well cares
If i wanna ride a quad or skate around i don't care what they think
I can and i will walk out how i please i will say what i wanna say
I don't care about anyone or anything anymore
All i want is too go down a slide, if they think i am crazy or mental i am thinking wooooah what the hell
When i look at them i see tragedy, Hanging out at the Bolton just standing there with no lives, how come we can chat but we don't need the streets
So if you think i was and am still an embarrassment i think WHAT THE HELL
Look at my friends and look at yours
I can compare coz mine are at post graduate, uni degree standards to street cornering crack hoar playas
Honestly i don't care i only listened to you, but everywhere ELSE I WAS MYSELF
Everyone but you thought i was cool and awesome i could have gotten you some of the fame
You could have walked around crowned the king, those that bullied me it was envy
They couldn't stand i was the Opinionator
They couldn't stand i was the fat kid who was brave and had the voice
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D ENVY ME







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