over the hill but not the mountain®
I don't wanna go on for sure
there's no reason or what for,
if Precious Faron would just walk back in the door
there'd be a life worth living and more!
With him here the worries
were kissed away like a breeze,
but now they're multiplied peace i can't seize
he's not here to put me at ease!
You've just got to understand
the wait that God has planned,
i'm too weak for that demand
from drowning on this tear soaked land!
Dear Ones I'm Sorry
but professional help not for me,
talking about the misery
just makes it worse so i TRY to keep busy!
I can't handle this mountain
nothing here is going to give me strength without him,
i pour my pain and heart out in each poem
and yes the outlook gets grim!
YES i wanna die
YES i endlessly cry,
NO this will never end i wouldn't lie
NO i'm not living without my buddy no way i can try!
On this earth i merely exist
tho to wake no more i make a fist,
the reason i'm here can't see the gist
to wanna end it i'm on the list!
Sorry to hurt loved ones talking this way
but it's how i feel every single day,
scold me yell at me come what may
but in this misery i can't stay!
1 day soon i'll be but dust
i'm wasting away so it be just,
to rid the world+me of the pain is a must
i'm inflamed from it all i could just as easily combust!
I love you all that truly care
but it's just too much for me to bear,
i am weak and lonely beyond compare
the strength and help here just isn't there!
Copyright© 2012
YES i have faith we'll be 2gether again
NO i can't wait till who knows when
not a MAYBE about it that's why death i want and pen!
YES i had faith on earth we'd never be apart
were we that way NO thus my broken will and heart....
Sally
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