Fearful and desperate is my mind.
My conscious filled with guilt,
the fine weaving of my soul has
loosen, strands are now beginning to fall..
My heart is shattered by my own
stupid and foolish choices. I've giving in
to those negative and lustful voices
that whispers my name so softly...
Simplicity is so hard to find, the more
I search for it, the louder these demons
perform their harmful song within my mind
The doorway has been locked
now I can no longer think outside the box
to plan my escape....
Lust has strengthen and gained power
it has corrupted my beautiful flower.
For I have withered and crumbled in the hands
of man cunning ways. unable to stand...so I'm
left to crawl my way out this none physical adultery.
I need sunlight, rain and a ear
to just listen to my silent cry....I need help once again
to see my way out