I often wonder how many actually realize
My heart for lost souls don't allow for compromise
Countless hours I seek and search to expose satan's lies
To share God's incurruptable word for eternal life
I often wonder if I'm considered an enemy
By warning and sharing that none be deceived
False religions and apostasy is growing rapidly
My heart breaks by the reality of this daily
I often wonder how much time I have left
And if what i've shared makes a difference
I've been called a Jesus freak by those closest to me
I'm told I go overboard but God's clock is ticking
I often wonder when eyes will open spiritually
We are the generation of Jesus Christ second coming
It began in 1948 when Israel became a nation
Both spiritual adultery and idolatry is still happening
I often wonder if this passage of scripture many know
What shall it profit a man to gain the world and lose his soul?
Jesus said;"If I be lifted up I shall draw all men unto Me"
Yet Churches for the most part is feeding the flesh through
humanistic psychology along with secular entertaining
I often wonder while in this loneliness if I'll survive
Then Jesus speaks to me and says everything will be alright
Reminding me if God be for me who can be against me
And then His presence seems to permeate my whole being
So if you wonder if my intentions are good
My heart I've poured out to be understood
It is Jesus in me renewing my heart and mind
To share morsels and nuggets one page at a time
My prayers could float on the sea of tears I've cried
As I stand in the gap for many that don't even realize
Disobedience is considered unbelief in God's eyes
The words "if you abide in Christ" is relevant for life
Trusting "in" the Lord and His finished work
Trusting Him to regenerate your spirit with the
washing of His word
Trusting in the Holy Spirit to guide you into all truth heard
Trusting with all your heart His word won't return unto Him void
I love you but Jesus loves you more,
He was your sin sacrifice,
so brutally suffered and died and rose
again for us to be restored
This is why I must continue to emplor
Is He knocking on your heart's door?
Is He truly number one,and do you know Him as
both Saviour and Lord?