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FALLING TEARS


  IS THERE SOME THING WRONG WITH MY HEAD?
 TO ASK THIS QUESTION IS WHAT I DREAD...
  FALLING TEARS-FOR THINGS THAT I SEE....
 STUFF THAT I HEAR...
   TALKING TO YOU IS WHAT I FEAR...
 MY PAST AS A CHILD HAS ROUTED MY BRAIN,
   ALL THE ABUSE,ALL OF THE PAIN...
 FALLING TEARS-CAN IT MAKE ME SEE SOME THING
   THAT YOU CAN'T?
 MAKE ME HEAR THIS UNGODLY CHANT..?
   WITH FALLING TEARS-I LIVE EACH DAY WITH
 WITH A FEAR INSIDE I DON'T UNDERSTAND..
   SO ALONE I CRY....
 TEARS FALL THAT'S SEEM OUT OF PLACE,AS THEY
   FALL AND SOAK MY FACE....
 FALLING TEARS-TO TRY AN STOP THE PAIN I FEEL
   INSIDE,SO HARD NOT TO CURL UP AND HIDE...
 FALLING TEARS-AS I GO ABOUT MY DAY,
   KEEPING INSIDE WHAT I WANT TO SAY..
 FALLING TEARS-THEY DON'T GO AWAY..
   FALLING TEARS-AT NIGHT WHEN I SLEEP,THE
 MADNESS COMES BACK,THEY SOAK THE SHEETS..
   FALLING TEARS-CAN'T CONTROL THE DROPS
 AS THEY FALL DON'T UNDERSTAND, SO PUT UP
   A WALL.......
 FALLING TEARS-MY PILLOW IS SOAKED,FROM A
   PAINFUL CHILDHOOD PAST,THAT'S HARD TO
 LET GO...
   ASLEEP OR AWAKE IT SURELY DON'T MATTER,
 THE IMAGES AND PICTURES OF HOW MY LIFE
    WAS SHATTERED...
 FALLING TEARS-AS I TRY TO FORGIVE AND FORGET
   THIS I CAN'T DO UNTIL YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU
 PUT ME THROUGH....
   FALLING TEARS-OF HOW YOU RUINED MY MIND,
 MY THOUGHT,MY SLEEP....
    FEELING LIKE A CHILD WHO CAN'T STAND ON
 ON HER FEET....
    FALLING TEARS-OF HOW MY LIFE IS STRAINED
 BY THE HAUNTING MEMORIES THAT STILL REMAIN.
    WITH FALLING TEARS-I SAY THIS TO YOU...
 NOW I AM BROKE NOT NORMAL INSIDE,FOR WHAT
    YOU HAVE TAKEN IS MY BODY AND MIND....
 WITH FALLING TEARS-I PUT BACK THE PIECES
    SLOWLY TOGETHER,FRAGMENTS OF A TIME WHEN
 YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE CLEVER,THINKING THIS
    I WOULD REMEMBER NEVER....
 AS I GREW IT ALL CAME BACK,
    HOW YOU STOLE MY BODY AND MIND PUTTING
 IT AWAY FOR ME NOT TO FIND.....
    I WILL NOT BE BROKE LIKE THIS EVERY
 DAY........
    WITH FALLING TEARS-I HAVE THIS TO SAY...,
 I'M TAKING BACK MY MIND THAT YOU CONTROLLED
    FOR SO LONG,..GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE..
  I DON'T WANT THIS PAIN YOU LEFT ME WITH
    WISH IT ALL WOULD GO ADRIFT....
 WITH FALLING TEARS-I ASK OF YOU,STOP
     HAUNTING MY MIND,MY BODY,MY SOUL,
 IT'S TIME FOR ME TO BECOME WHOLE...
    TO FORGET ABOUT THE PAIN,THE FEAR THAT
 YOU LEFT BEHIND ALL THESE YEARS...
    I WILL NOT DROWNED IN THESE
          FALLING TEARS!!!!!







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