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I DON'T HATE YOU I HATE WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME


You feel i evolve around you
I can handle things just fine
Yet you're stressing me so much
I am overwhelmed
I am distressed
I am hurting
All you're become is mother
The nagging, and comparisons to people so much more perfect than me
IT KILLS ME INSIDE
If its not Mother its a woman
Only her eyes are visible
She saw me walking around one day
Now you assume i am a bad person
Nobody trusts me ok i was honest
A little school girl crush did not mean i pounced around hoping to bump into
So what if i walk around to see a few friends
IF people talk about me in a bad way i don't care
I am so sick of being hurt because of you
If you want to help be gentle
Stop nagging and stop hurting my feelings
You think you're helping and nobody else is
I am depressed because of you
I appreciate it and you said to me look at all i do for you and the thanks you give me is nothing
So if i am a little off i am suddenly worthless and useless
I never said what i did because you'd say i am mental again
Or nag me more so i kept my little cuts between me and my LORD
I deleted my twitter and facebook because i don't want anymore nagging or hurt from you
OR verbal threats
I just want to be left alone
You'd think i'd break his heart you think i am bad and love boys
I do not love them i love the man i want to marry and from what you said to me
YOU IMPLIED he is too good for me
That i can't perfect myself
I can change i am ok without all this pain and these veins enclosed with all your hot air
I just wish the veins would burst open and let me breathe
I'd run to a tree sit under it and let oxygen run free again
You've just become a burden of pain i do not need in my life right this moment
Stop always threatening me with changing myself for him
Don't make me end up hating him because i am in love and you make it out as if i am not because i don't want to look like a woman in her thirties because i am not







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