The day begins with thoughts of you
Of all things good in mind you drew
A cup of coffee, a word, or two
If just company, today they sooth
My needs are met if just for now
Warmth becomes these feelings, how?
Don’t know my dear but feed they do
A heart that asks of once of two
A sin of mine, of needs wanting
To hush the sighs inside me haunting
Though physical, you are not here
I close my eyes and sooth these fears
These fears fainting, moments mine
My strength drawn from a loving time
We don’t seem to connect these days
Yet no less thought of are yesterdays
That like windmill inside my mind
This clock of life again rewinds
Forgive the second thoughts given
But know such minutes I still go living
For hours once that turned to days
Become again what in me stayed
Carnal I am when I again
Return to land of hearts demand
A place carnal many will say
I should let go, my soul cries nay
For carnal here is held quite dear
A place, refuge where you appear
To be more than what use to be
Carnal this heart, certainly agrees
