Pieces of my heart have been damaged pretty bad
I seem to be the only one feeling this sad
Sadness and emptiness in the back of my soul
This is causing myself to not feel whole
My brother and I haven't spoken in over 3 months
At least not face to face
He changed his number without telling me
Him and his family found a new place
They do not want me around their kids
Not him nor his wife will say what I did
I "know" what I have done is what they say
They want to forget it like it can magically go away
Me I like to work things out
Talking, not turning into scream and shout
I've begged and pleaded to see my girls
They know how much I need them in my world
I know wrongs have been done but not bad enough to deserve this
My daughter they don't even seem to miss
That is there neice there family
There daughters mean so much to me
My heart has a hole making it not whole
Half a heart, holes, pain, felt deep down in my soul
How can I make something right when I don't know what's wrong?
This time something is different for we have never faught this long
