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Rymes with my incessant bitching 

And lends metaphor
To what's been consistently 
Bothering me
Tugging at my numbing heart

That's not the way it used to be

Just treacherous heartache 
In between honeymoon  cycles
From the start ..

Has grayed areas

Turned me numb

Torn us apart

To face what may not be undone...

"But let no man tear asunder 
What God had blessed together.."
Is the devil's advocates
Mantra in my head..

Even if it was my man
Who used his bare hands
To pick at our love
With bravado, machismo bullying 
Until the "us" in us
Was almost dead..

Now he looks to me
As I, look in me
To tell me how violence, in his life
Has left him so tired..

But on this day today
Our "celebration " of seven years 
The bothersome conscience, itching
My incessant 
"Get help or I leave" bitching..

I look into the face 
That also reflects mine
Pangs of the heart with apathy 
Running a race.. 
I know
The depth of the weary lines
To be true..

But is it too late?

Every night into morning
Growing longer
The distance grows stronger

An epic love turning from it's fate?

I just yearn for my next breath
Not to have to be
From running away 
To escape a souls untimely death..

One last universel request

To grant us, one last  reprieve 

And for me, not be a fool to believe 

That you so badly want you,us and me
You will gladly face the demons 
That have always kept you
From being the man, you yearned to be..

My beloved, Happy Anniversary. 

Surrealdancingpoet 2012 





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