why does it bug me so
that you had a hoe?
ive had bastards,
and we both let them go..
its time to move on,
but i feel like im stuck..
im so confused..
im beyond out of luck..
I need to breathe,
learn how to not think...
or maybe drown my sorrows
within the kitchen sink..
maybe i cant change
maybe im screwed..
all that i know
is i dont want to live
if i have to live without you.
im so sorry babe
i dont know why im like this
i dont mean to be mean
im just struggling..
give me some time
give me a dime...
i love you baby,
im sorry im crying..
we will fix this.
somehow..
someday..
but please dont leave,
tell me youll stay..
together we will fix it..
together we will pray
and hopefully change
and find a better way...
or maybe we wont?
maybe this is a nightmare
maybe we'll wake up
and be back in a school hall somewhere
holding hands
kissing real deep
chasing dreams
where we never weep..
whatever the case
i wont let you go..
im sorry im broken
and its starting to show...
just hold my hand..
just hold my hand...
its gonna be fine.
your heart will be ok..
and so will mine..
our love is so old
our souls intertwined...
were just going through a rough spot
that will get better with time...
please baby please
just put your hand in mine...
dont think...
just feel...
i love you baby
and i always will...
so why does everything matter,
lets just chill...