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~Losing my mom don't tell me how to grieve ~


Please don't tell me

How you think I should feel

Don't tell me how to grieve

Just because it's not your way

Don't mean it's the wrong way for me

Don't say that I don't care

Just because I'm not an emotional wreck

Whenever you're around

Don't say I have no heart

When you're grieving

I just listen to your pain

I let you grieve the way you do

I don't judge you or tell you

The way you grieve is wrong

I am just there for you

To help you get through

The way that is right for you

When I am alone I do my crying

Dieing deep inside

I crumble at thought I'm losing my mom

But you will never see me cry

You will never know my pain

Because you just want to judge the way I grieve

You want to tell me how I should act

Tell me how I should feel

You want to tell me the way I express my pain is wrong

That I'm not feeling it at all

But I do feel it

With every silent tear I cry

With every emotion you'll never know I feel

You have made me feel this way

Like you don't care how I feel or even if I feel

So why would you think

I would want to share my pain with you

It's my pain to bare alone

You made that clear to me

I'll cry alone and you'll never see

Just how alone you've made me be

I won't burden you with my pain

When right now you're struggling

With the pain of losing your mom

I'll love you and listen to you

So you know that I am always there for you

I'm sorry that right now we are both losing our moms

I love your mom like you love mine

But I can't deal with losing both of them right now

So for right now I will try to deal with only losing mine

Because losing them both at the same time is too hard for me

By:  Cindy Biser  (11/5/12)








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