im 50 types
of f---ed up
and youre 50 times
too late to help
maybe 50 times ago
before i was pushed
and jumped
over the edge
you could have been the one
the one to save me
from this big bad world
that huffed and puffed
and f---ed me all up
but that was 50 times ago
50 times before
you were
50 times too late
and now
here we are
arms outstretched
attempting to grasp
or just touch
one another
but we are just so --
different!
im 50 types of f---ed up
and youre 50 times
too late to help
50 times i screamed
your name
and 50 times you
covered your ears
50 times i went to battle
and 50 times you
confiscated my weapon
50 times i confessed my love
and 50 times you
desired something and
someone else
and now
here we are
so different from
back then
and yet
still so completely the same
now im contently
50 types of f---ed up
and youre 50 ways
too late to help