Honesty
What is honesty if your not honest to yourself?
What if you give everything until you have nothing left
Well then you’d be me stu in my position
I try so hard and even so I still listen
I am there when you need me, but where are you now
I need to talk to you, but I don’t quite know how
I feel fine when I'm talking to you
But it’s when you’re away when I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to deal with the problems that I have
You’re the only escape that I’m allowed to have
Many times to night the edge has crossed my mind
But I promised you no more, so scratch one escape of mine
I told you I’d be good and absence smoke from my life
But there we go again, another addition to my strife
Pleasure of yours equals my sacrifice
Sometimes, like now I feel alone in my life
What’s honesty without equality?
I’m honest to you, but am I honest to me?
Sure I ditch my friends and I ditch their fun
And with them I lose, but with you I’ve won
I try and think have I ever ditched you
My friends say forget her, to them I say f* you
What aim I worth, if to myself I am nothing
Honestly I’m not sure, but no use in bugging
To be honest to me
I believe it’s honest to bleed
To free the frustration, to view the beauty
But wait you come first, pleasing you is my duty
Where am I at when you’re pleasing yourself?
I’m setting where I’m at, giving but having nothing left
