I can put up a big front
on the visible outside,
but within from want
i'm raging with the tide!
But i don't punish innocent
and go on a killing spree,
tho happiness not even a hint
cause loneliness has destroyed me!
This is the worst thing
that i've ever gone thru,
but to cause more loss and suffering
even jealous of the living i still can't do!
It doesn't matter where i am
i always see His Face,
but touching it i can't do and this slaughtered lamb
still doesn't make suffer the human race!
What's wrong with some of the world you know
only revenge it will recognize,
to take off the mask they hide behind it'll show
that others are in pain too right before their eyes!
Sure i myself wallow
away in my own despair,
but my madness doesn't swallow
me up to the point that hate is there!
