Lost in a world so unknown, I can't even touch base with reality I feel so far from home.
I live in a scene where nothing is real like a drug, I became an addict, fell in love with how it made me feel.
hanging on sweet words as if they were gold, Fake actions tampering with my heart, while cleverly stealing my soul.
Lost weight, on a diet called lies though the truth stood before me I refused to open my eyes
I snipped my own wings I didn't want to take flight cause in my reality I made so many mistakes, I didn't want to look back.
So here I sit in neutral, in the perfect disguise no one knows me, so I was perfect in their eyes.
My conscious beating at my heart and warning my soul to be true to myself, and let it all go......
but it's not that simple, its complicated.... I fell in love...but my conscious screams (lust)! Because there is nothin in this addiction you can trust.....not even my own feelings