Dearest Valentine Make My Day Rise And Shine®

I'm not OK but thanks for asking
too much on me it's too tasking,
come Valentine's Day there'll be no sunflower
that shined on me even in His sleeping hour!
No card from Him
with his one of a kind poem,
it's strange the last 1 He gave me said
he was no longer lonely now look at me here left for dead!
Can't talk on the phone
can't be understood w/the crying being so alone,
talking anyway just makes it worse
i'm so ready for the hearse!
I keep waiting for it to pull up outside
to make it come i've tried and tried,
if you could only see me
the toll its taken i've already died by way of lonely!
Mercy has to be on its way
cause i can't get thru another day,
it's useless for me here
i'm dead without Precious Faron physically near!
So being Sweetheart's Day i want My Valentine
to make sweet peace be mine,
let me go to sleep
and over me no more misery or worry sweep!
Can you put in a magic word Sweetheart
to make me from this cold world part,
can you at least show me a sign
very soon that shining moondance'll be yours and mine?
If it don't happen soon
i'll shoot myself to the moon,
cause there's no way i can stay here with such harms
without holding you in my arms!
I wanna be dancing with the star™
Better than any candy by far
Sally