AS FOR HERE WHAT HAPPENED TO EVERYBODY
DID ALL ON THIS SITE FORGET ABOUT ME????
I heard from that old friend yesterday
that sent me a Christmas Card out of the blue,
maybe there's a reason she came my way
someone Near to be Here to help me thru!!
She lives just a few blocks from my place
and she called to see,
if i'm OK going thru what i face
and here i thought nobody nearby cared about me!!
Come monday the 11th it'll be 2 years
since i've been left lost and alone,
they keep multiplying the fears
i just want to go HOME!!
I don't like to talk on the phone all i do is cry
i can't talk sense or be understood,
talking just makes it worse is why
then when i hang up i really break down....
cause i can't tell Faron about the call and that's NEVER good!!
And then i can't answer the phone in my sleep
which is what i do most of my time,
but now and then i can pick it up to weep
thru it oh the inhumanity the crime!!
It'll only get worse not easier as time goes by
i miss Him more as my existence goes on,
the fact that i can't really talk to That Guy
not having those days too much heartache is put upon!!
She said she'd called back
whether i answer is another thing,
but i really let go and cut her no slack
maybe she'll think twice giving me another ring?!
She too said i still had my sense of humor
but really it's just a front of sarcasm,
anything fun about me is just a rumor
there's no fun and i gotta try to break the knife cutting tension!!
I'm only able to create and write
cause His inspiration like He lives in my heart,
but TRY to live a normal way of life day or night
that inkling will NEVER have a start!!
And as for dreams i have weird ones as well
no sense to them i wake up and shake my head,
misery has really got me in a spell
if i could just sleep till i'm really dead!!
(it's such a crime i wake up here when i'm walking dead)
from here on out without a doubt....
SALLY
gotta go now:
and make something to eat
cause if i get sick from not....
He can't take care of me so sweet
I'm So Starved Without Faron Physically And Incomplete!!
