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i feel the weight of the world

i feel the weight of the world on my shoulders square:
i feel whats happening to me is so unfair:
i really do not understand:
i dont even know what is her plan:
i get it she just dont care:
now our family is severely broken its so unfair:
how could one be so selfish and break up a home:
i guess she wants to be happy and live all on her own:
she told me that she deserves to be happy and that i deserve to be happy:
i get it she just wants to be free:
did she even think about the kids and the grand kids there lives how it would affect:
to me our family is shown her deep neglect:
i feel the world on my shoulder square:
when i think about this matter i think how did she dare:
how did she dare do what she has done:
she has no respect for anyone:
i try to pray and pray and keep the faith and stand tall:
but sometimes as now i feel the weight of the world square on my shoulders and im struggling not to fall:
so many days and weeks and months have came to pass:
how long will this agonizing pain have to last:
over a year ago it all started:
when on 7 january 2012 from me she parted:
so 17 may is the court date:
then i will here what is my fate:
sometimes i think maybe she will change her mind:
but day afte day is the same i have come to find:
she seems happy and content all on her own:
and me i feel so lost and alone:
i pray to god thy will not mine be done:
and i know through the lord all battles are won:
i try to keep breathing and to go on my way:
but right now i feel the weight of the world on my shoulder and im struggling hard this day:

14-march 2013
john d. jungers



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