Being assaulted had changed my life
Its hard living alone
You learn the bills you learn the money
You realize your parents are always busy
Well were when you were around or were so very young
Not that i wanted it to be like this
It turned out this way as to keep out of harms way
Giving me a concussion was not enough
After all the child abuse she had to take away a friend whom after several months learned the truth
That i never said the exact words my assaulter had said, but in fact only tried to help
Yet a jealous old geezer mental psychopath chef knows 10+ chilies would scald and not burn
It wasn't enough that she'd abused me as a child she had to turn all her kids against me
When all along i was the innocent party
At least i am safe and away from her only having to leave my mom alone whom i wished hadn't moved far out
She's in the area only the other side
Its OK i get to see her from time to time, but you realize the expense
The loneliness and pressure especially those trying to take advantage
Those that hurt you and humiliate you all out of jealousy and hatred as you're not one who can trust
Well i have a brain and i won't let dope king drunken geezers in my place
The bullying had died down yet i still have to face the humiliation alone
So many things have happened to me, but i am glad
ITS ABOUT TIME I GREW UP
I changed my friends and my style is still the same, but i am slowly changing
Its gently does it as you don't want to give up on yourself