Sat Down(free write)

I sat down to write a poem
but my thoughts are lost and I feel so alone
you were all I wanted... all I dreamed..
and now your gone, or maybe just fleeing?
Whatever the case, I wish you were here
to comfort me love, you can even drink beer!
Whatever haunts you, and holds you down
please forgive it, don't let me drown..
the past is done, but the future isn't
so come back love, for this isn't pleasant!
I'm doing what I can, I'm sure so are you..
but I want our family, and I think you do too...
So why do you push, why do you shove?
Just kiss me Please and show me love...