I can change its not the point
Its the reality check
An adrenaline junkie being tied down to bordem posts
Was quite and shy making me appear really mature for my age
Where this mad confidence came from i have no idea
Yet i am different to who he was used to
I like to socialize now and have fun i cannot be tied to a wall
I will run away like i did the last time
Still in the process of getting to know where i will stand as the guys like me never want to settle
Or i am too much of stuff they are not used to a woman being
At least i learned a valuable lesson in parenting to never tie down your kids and let them enjoy being young as possible for as long as it takes
He is fine and sweet just i am so naive with my heart
I don't want to progress any further if i don't feel safe or happy and bored
I just hope everyone will understand my point and not tell me i am crazy