I was so young
I moved at no choice of my own
I miss where i was
We moved some place on this Earth
It was full of one Ethnic background
They seemed nice from afar
Getting up close and personal was a mistake
If you fall out they all turn on you like a pack of wolves
They do not think as individuals
Everyone says its just the area they're not the same elsewhere
I seen them everywhere from school to college to work programmes and educated off site
They all think alike they all look alike
I have never felt so hurt or betrayed on top of it mortified in all of my life
They were evil to me and to my family
Not a doubt i will ever forget this in my life
These were not friends they were fake prototypes
Users and abusers who just laughed at me and used me like their little doggy
Everything i ever did they never remembered
It hurt me alot and confrontation they only denied
The wolves are cowards who will not portray respect
Especially the young teenagers, shouting and swearing, screaming at a mother of 5
Their mother kept on judging me in awkward ways yet so long a time i knew her
Her daughters were the bad apples who knows why she slandered or talked about me behind my back
The gossip killed me it was all lies
She slanders her own friend then blames me and says i am ill and don't remember with my epilepsy
Some people are so downright cruel and unforgivable
She said in front of my family if i were not sick she would have beaten me
Yet why did she gossip about me was it hatred in someway i couldn't find a reason for her to hate me after what i done for her
Perhaps jealousy or to cover her daughters up to make them shine like diamonds making it out i was the bad influence and most certainly am not
I wish i never knew such despicable disgraceful evil mentally ill narrow minded people
Or maybe she was sick of me being there so why beg me to go and keep her company if she don't like topping up on electric and gas
I always watched what they watched and i didn't need them to feed me, but they were persistent regarding their culture
She always tried to play with my head making it out like she was helping me and she was not
I knew what she was doing, but with my epilepsy everyone judges me like i am stupid
I can be a little off at times, but i am not stupid and deserve to be treated respectfully
I did many stupid things on my own which doesn't give people the right to judge me forever except here in this area
I dread thinking of living here another twenty years I would rather die, but for my family i will hold it together
Lets hope she don't cause slander between me and them
She didn't like her relatives taking a shine to me either
All i know is i am better off without them
Like they say one door closes and two others open
Some people come into your life as Lessons and the rest as blessings
My sister can no longer fight my corner so i need to keep out of harms way or risk people hurting me
Its hard not being on medication and making people understand my epilepsy and state of mind so i am best to keep away from certain people
It wasn't just them i have been mistreated by other wolves and i cannot stand it
They rarely marry outside of their culture or mix with other individuals
Its sick, but its a fact and i am sick of associating myself with such narrow minded people
I give up, peace cannot be justified with these people
Its a battle won or a battle lost
Which is no way to live life!
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