I can be something else and a bubble of laughter and fun
Just at times there's a girl underneath my inner soul who ain't like that at all
Yet I give a damn just trapped behind a wall of my own emotional conflict
Over time nothing budged so consumed with webs
Webs now cobbled up and tangled in what they deceived as lies that never unfold; its true...
Sad, but its life and there you go...
I've so much love to give its absolutely doolally
Just so afraid to love again, far too much hurt from before
The cracks won't heal at all!
Fear remains intact with everything else in everyday life i have to face
I try to run run run, but i end up running into my past
I remember all the things they said
I have a recording studio in my head
I remember all the things we did
The good always comes with the bad
I just hate looking at the beautiful HD package because i know nothing will come back
I must move on and accept life as it is
After each Hardship comes ease
After each Ease comes Hardship
It is mentioned Twice in the Quran besides each other in part 30
So everyone knows Allah gives his battles to his Toughest Soldiers
You all can see there is always light at the end of a Tunnel
For me I am turning it all around
I know it will never be perfect
My recording long term studio will always remind me
Yet I should know Never to regret the good i have done, but to learn from my mistakes