Pressed to seep are tears Kept buried deep within Always threatening to fall And start up once again Once he was your little man All dressed with so much care Smiling his charming smile Despite life’s priced unfair You carry him despite the pain That riddles you each day For every memory of him Is seared along the way A burst of agony within Because he couldn’t stay That day your heart was shattered You still knelt down to pray You thought that God could not hear The torment in your soul And screamed out to the heavens Through tears of blind control Now you walk in lonely limbo Through doors you left ajar Blaming God and Heaven Guilt ridden beat and scarred I think about the road you took That leads some to demise But Jesus holds your hand each day We pray you’ll realize, He never gives up on you You never walk alone But you must wake up for the others Who need their mother home
For my little sister Stefani in remembrance of her son