Cast me not into the fire
it was not I who was the liar.
I did not break my vows to you
it was not my heart which was untrue.
I did not leave you there to die
nor was it me who made you cry.
I loved a man who was not real.
I finally saw the man who could not feel.
You looked to own me like a toy.
You are no man but a selfish boy.
I came to see your evil side.
I was your slave never your bride.
I hope one day your heart will break
for all you did was take and take
until my heart could bear no more
and I showed you to the door.
You destroyed my body, heart, and mind.
You tried to make me deaf, dumb, and blind.
Each twisted thought you cast at me
will become your punishment eternally.
Sin is sin and you've committed your share
with your wicked heart that does not care.
Cast me not into the fire.
It was not I who was a liar.
Gary Hines the man I was married to for almost 6 years asked me to write poems for him on demand. They had to be love poems and about him. I did not know who he really was and damage was done. Physical abuse and mental abuse were regular visitors as a result. This is my testimony not for God but for those I love. I was never really married to this man since he did not mean the words he swore in front of God. I kept my vows and silence until he crossed the line one time too many. Be very careful in who you give your heart to. I pray God forgives him and his family for all the things they did to not only me but my family as well.