You were betrothed from a small child
Infatuated by goodness knows what in my case
To you it was my sweet and kind nature
The way i talk and how i treat each person with care and kindness got to you
Yet your family will not approve so why get to know me if they will not approve
Why meet my family if this is an issue
Talked on the phone you said you understood about my conditions
Until you saw me today 10/9/2013 with my mom and my step dad
You're now afraid because i looked so tired and drained
Yet so well i had explained
Was you even listening or paying attention
Are you even serious and you know i am sensitive in myself
I am so sick of being messed around it hurts me
I am so tired of going through all of this it stresses me
I am OK alone i do not need a single soul yet each person keeps saying i need love
I have love from my cat and from my family i get company from my friends and my TV
The most i get love from is from my laptop and Allah who gave mankind knowledge to create and invent amazing things
I also have a phone so i am doing ok
I also have an fb and a whatssap i am alright i am independent and i am fine
Why would i live alone if i wasn't strong enough to be
You have issues you need to sort before you string people along even though you say you're honest and true
I hear different i hear its a marriage and not a betrothed
Who do i believe someone i know many years or you i know years but not as a friend
I've known you five minutes and i feel its a crush or company until you afford to bring her here
I hear how sweet and kind and honest you are but some people say different
I don't know what and who to believe i am so confused it hurts me with the fire of a thousand suns
I understand your in a difficult situation but your family cannot force your happiness or for you to be content
This is what i cannot understand about you i don't know you and first you seem OK about my medical conditions and now you say you're frightened to death
I will always bump into you and will always see you i cannot hate you at all because you respect me
I just wish it never got to this point and i wish you understand what i am going through and that it doesn't get any worse because i think i already know the answer
I know your type too well and i cannot be strung along
I don't want this to end in catastrophe
I think you need me more than i need you to be fair enough because i wasn't in need until you talked to me, but its only words
So hard to trust and to believe after being hurt so badly and abused in agony time before
I just wish you stand by your words and even if you don't you may be the first i will forgive
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