The only person to answer this question is yourself.
For no one knows the intents of your heart no matter how many times you falter.
There is a freedom found in the Lord Jesus Christ.
Make every provision you need to accept Him without fail.
Are you wandering far from God will be affirmed if you are blatantly walking away from Him.
Become silent and learn of the Lord.
This is the way to obtain freedom; in the Lord.
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