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No One Prepared Me For My Own Decadence



No one prepared me for my own decadence.
Physically I am not decaying but my spirit is.
I find myself totally alone in a small room with no one here.
I am wondering why I am so alone and will do nothing to change it.
I have given up on the major part of being happy.
There is very few things which will make me glad and for me to be alive.
I don't know where this all came from but I wish it could be gone from me.
Being in a world all to myself is reprehensible.
This is the way I am presently feeling.
I have no one close to me most of the day.
There are exceptions to sometime during the day but not often enough.
I am alone and feel barren of any positive thing I could ever offer another.
This is who I am and I don't like myself.
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